The faster the treadmill...

Sun goes down, sun comes up

Days can drown in a plastic cup

In this town

In this town

Don't know how, don't know when

Something came but it left again

And I'm down

On this town

'Cause no matter what I see

People love to disagree

Every time I say what I want to be

Someone says that's not how it's going to be

Come on, baby, quit your dreaming

Grab your things, the train is leaving

Time to pick that somewhere you want to go

Get there quick or drown in the undertow

Come on baby, time is wasting

Choose a wheel and get to racing

Sun goes up and down again

Hard to stop feeling broken in

And worn down

By this town

All the same

You find me here

Placing blame and escaping fear and self-doubt

And this town

But no matter where I go

People love to tell me, "No"

Every time I say what I want to be

Someone says that's not how it's going to be

Come on, baby, quit your dreaming

Grab your things, the train is leaving

Time to pick that somewhere you want to go

Get there quick or drown in the undertow

Come on, baby, time is wasting

Choose a wheel and get to racing

Every time I say what I want to be

Someone says that's not how it's going to be

Come on baby, quit your dreaming

Grab your things, the train is leaving

And if you feel like nobody understands

You just smile and pray that they clap their hands

Come on, baby, drown your sorrow

Work today and live tomorrow

Time to pick that somewhere you want to go

Get there quick or drown in the undertow

Come on baby, time is wasting

Choose a wheel and get to racing

Just gotten over the...incident.

I can't really say I've fully gotten over it, but it'll have to do.

I'll really get over it, and laugh it off when that day comes.

Anywhoo. That song above is "The Faster The Treadmill" by I Fight Dragons.

I think this song pretty sums up what I feel now, after what has happened.

I guess life will always be antagonistic - will always find ways to bring you down when you have all these aspirations and dreams.

But in the end, I guess we just have to keep on dreaming.

'Cause nothing will be accomplished if we stopped dreaming.

We'll just have to take our chances.

It's ok to feel sad about failure.

But we cannot dwell on it too much, as life still continues to go on.

I'll just have to enjoy life's ups and downs.

And in the end, I'll prove it.

I'll prove to the entire world that I can make it with that kind of result.

I'm still kinda sad, but I'll be fine. :)

Also, before I sign off,

I'd like to thank those people who were there to comfort me (you should probably know who you are but I'll say it nonetheless)

Candy, Siew Yan, Erika, Eunice, Sylvina, Chun Xi (my PW leader!), Lynn, Melissa, Brenda, Hui Bing, Shi Min, Si Hui

and probably a few others who I forgot to mention.

Also, thanks to my family (who probably won't see this), for being there, for telling me it ain't the end yet, and for all the encouragement and help.

You people are awesome...Thanks so much. :)

Don't worry, I'll be fine.

Trust me.